Please Come Back

As i sit here thinking of you,
I start thinking what i could do,
To get you back in my life,
Cause the pain in my heart is like being stabbed with a knife,
All the things i should of done to keep you by my side,
Instead like a t**t i acted wild,
Things i shouldn't have said things i should of done,
All the times i said i can,
Instead it was broken promises and misplaced dreams,
I didn't mean to hurt you and break the seams,
Of your love for me i wish I'd seen what i see now,
How i hurt you and made me sad,
I must of been mad! no just bad,
Bad at being your man always using the excuse card,
Now i feel empty and i got no one to blame but me,
Sitting in my living room staring blankly at the t.v,
But i gotta snap out of it,
Stop thinking negative s**t,
I wanted to die,
Looking up at the sky,
Asking why God didn't strike me today,
But no w i hold onto the hope,
That i can get you back cause I'm not being a dope,
Instead the guy you fell in love with,
The one you wanted to be with,
I'm gonna get myself outta this rut,
But i know i gotta prove to you,
The things i say I'm gonna do,
And not slip into my old ways,
Cause i know it'll be the end of my days,
I gotta do it straight away,
Actually do what i say,
Before you find someone else,
So it's time to use good sense,
I wanna be with you till the end of time,
I'm always yours but i want you to be mine,
I don't blame you when you declined,
To get back with me God it was unbelievably,
How stupid i was now i know the cause,
I understand how you feel about me,
But i still gotta ask will you wait for me,
I love you more than life itself,
And i am gonna change myself,
To being happy and carefree the old me,
I just need you to see these words aren't hazy,
But as real as the world we live in,
And change your mind from non believing,
To trusting me in what i say,
And us being happy as we were last year in May