The Girl

Everyday is a better one,
at least thats what she used to say.
Until her whole world crashed,
everything kept messing up.
It started with her boyfriend,
and ended with her friends.
Everything in the middle,
was too much for her to handle.
Thats when she started it,
she started cutting.
Everynight before she tried to sleep
She would cut.
Everynight,
She'd cry herself to sleep.
But around others,
She'd act like she was ok.
It all started with a little cut,
but everynight the cuts got deeper.
Her parents would ask about them,
and believe her lies.
When she didnt go to school,
her parents skipped work.
When they got home,
they went to check on her.
Only to find her,
in the bath tub.
The tub was filled,
filled with blood.
And in her hand was a note,
and a razor.
On that note,
was an explanation.
And of course,
an apology.
She said she was sorry,
sorry for lying.
And also sorry,
that it had to be this way.
She said she loved them,
and she would miss them.
She said don't cry for me,
it had to be this way.
She explained to them,
how unhappy she was.
But of course against her wishes,
they cried for her.
They cried everyday,
and everynight.
Trying to figure out,
what they did wrong.
When all along,
It was all her doings.