In life we do stupid things or experience unfair adversity; but in retrospect,
What is there to be gained in being upset or vexed?
I was under a spell, I was hypnotized, I was hexed!
I must have cried more than the average guy â?? why?
Because I chose to Love two women that were ridiculously sly!
Keep going Chris, Donâ??t give up now, and yes continue to try.
Some days it is really hard no matter how hard you fight,
If only things were different, if only she was not such a pointless blight!
Then I may; then I might have found a good woman â?? one who loved what is right!
Why did you have to be a demon? Why did you have to earn the Devils means?
Can you not think? Can you not empathize with anotherâ??s dreams?
A wicked, coldhearted person you have become or have always been â?? so it seems!
Time heals all wounds; what a correct sayingâ?? so they claim!
To me totally absurd, since I want justice meted out to the one deserving blame!
Am I wrong to ask this? Doesnâ??t she feel ashamed?
I wanted this to be so right, so perfect and magnificent!
Something so real, clear and translucent!
Why did you have to be so untrue, so opaque?
Why were you disingenuous? Why be such a fake?
Do you not fear God? Does not doing wrong in his eyes make you quake?
Why did you have to be so dissemble?
What glory have you gained; girl you are incredible!
And Satan â?? your father; resemble!
Why try to feign true Love?
Why bring shame to the man above?
Why hurt a good hearted guy with your heartless shove?
