Watching the
black clouds roll
over me. Just standing
there in the pouring
rain. Don't have a
care in the world.
Take out the blade
cut my arm, watching
the rain wash away
the blood. Relieving
the pain, only numbness
I can feel. Freezing to
death, looking around
this might be my
last moment here on
Earth. Taking my last
few breaths. Leaving
everything and everybody
I know behind. The note
I wrote in my own
blood saying " Sorry for
doing this. I am taking
myself out of misery."
There the note lie
next to me. Hopefully
they understood
why I did it.
Now no one
has to worry
about me. I
let everyone down.
There I will
live in Hell, let myself
burn in the flames.
So Good-bye
everyone. Don't
forget about me.
Hope you still
love me after you
find my body.
