No one knows the pain i feel
Or the way i live my life
Fighting everday
Trying to get no food into my mouth
Life's a B*tch
A tease
Nothing good
Trying to get me down
Lower then the ground
Lower then h*ll
Cuase i already fell
Dont pity me
For they are my mistakes
My life,
while i am trying to take a break
No its not for attention
And no im not a fake
But dont think i will die
Just because its my fate
Tomorrow if i die
Do you think you would cry?
Think about it
Do you know me?
If they lied
F*ck, i already died
Im dead in my life
A rose once bloomed
Stopped, crumbled
Im wilting away
Im so flushed
Wasting space
Im dying
I died
I crumpled away
My bloom of a flower
Left so soon
So im here complaining
Cuz im bored of fainting
My heart died
Awhile back
When they said they loved me
But now im smart
Now i know
Every f*cking thing they said was a lie
So i think id might as well say goodbye
I cant fight
I wanna take this chance
Fly this flight
Im killing my life
Slowly
My breath is running low
My body so cold
Did you know what i just did?
I slit my wrists
I hurt myself
Im dying for love
For live that killed
For me that couldnt deal
My mind frozen
And so is my heart
My life died away
Just last March
My heart faded
My brain shut down
And now im blacked out
No one saved me
They didnt care
The last thing i remember
Is all their stares
Them all in black
Looking at me, as if i was a cast
A bad person
Then one tear dripped down on my face
My heart started working
My eyes opened back
I was alive
A devil inside
But they couldnt see
My voice would not shine
My eyes would not show
That i was fine
But soon my box, closed forever
I was lowered to darkness
In a world untold
My flower petals drowned
In a world with no crowns
Just a little voice comeing from beneath the growned
