Hurt

I've been hurt before
but not the way I'm now
I've cried my eyes out before
but not the way I did now

I've been so regardless
with everything you've done
I saw you as my only idol
but you were black snow, not sun

Reflections upon this window
make me think about us again
about how we used to make fun
and the way you smiled at me then

I just couldn't be this for you
everything you loved so badly
I just ran after you every day
I fell in love with you this madly

It could've been forever, yes
but I don't think that would've been right
We were both incredibly different
every new thing with you seemed to be a fight

We wouldn't have been
and still I miss you
we wouldn't have last
but I'd love to kiss you

I've been hurt before
but not the way I'm now
I've cried my eyes out before
but not the way I did now

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