Suicidal Thoughts

Love is a slow killer
forming suicidal thoughts
sitting on a bed of rejection
not knowing what's real or not

making me feel alone
and angry just the same
you've taken away my pride
you've taken away my shame

love is nothing but an illusion
it's only a worthless dream
but dreaming about suicide is all I've known
and it's much worse than it really seems

when you said you were leaving
I just knelt down and cried
you'll never know how much pain you caused
it gets worse and worse with time

love isn't reality
it's merely just a lie
I wish I had known that
before you said goodbye

this bed of rejection is falling
and forming a world of hate
I'm falling and I'm falling hard
this horrible feeling, I can't shake

love is a slow killer
forming suicidal thoughts
falling into this world of hate
not knowing what's real or not

I do know one thing is real
it's what I felt for you
all that time you lied to me
when you said you felt it too