Dear Diary...What Have I Done?

Dear Diary,
Daddies gone and its all my fault
I said I was sorry, I never meant a word
He didnt even listen to me, didnt even halt
He just kept walking, suitcase in hand
As he continued his path our the door
He left me sitting, screaming "please daddy dont go"
Now Ive broken to pieces on the floor
Ill never forget the way daddy looked as he walked away
So full of hatred and anger as he left me
In his face, no emotion shown through
But his eyes were as cold as stone
This was not supposed to happen
How did it end up this way?
My knight in shinning armor
Doesnt wish to stay

Dear Diary
Daddies got a new girlfriend
And his now one and only perfect son
He left me alone, now its in nothing I can depend
I havent herd from daddy in weeks
He doesnt answer my calls
He doesnt wish to talk to me..
"Im really busy got to go " he stalls
He doesnt want to talk to me
But now I wonder why,
I tried to tell daddy I was sorry and everything would be okay
All i got back was a resentful sigh
Im not understanding where my daddy went
He was never this full of hate
Did I make him like this, i never meant to
Ill try to fix everything for you daddy, but i think its just to late

Dear Diary
What have I done to my dad
Hes not the same person he used to be
I know what I did was bad
I dont know how to fix it
Im trying my best but failing still
I wish I could convince him to see other ways
Maybe try and bend his free will
I dont know how to make him see who i really am
Who I have grown up to be
Im not that hateful and rebellious kid
I just want him to see the real me
I want him to know Im still his little girl
and i didnt mean for his life to be wrecked
To me hes still my dearest daddy,
Even if to him Im still only, daddies little defect.

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