Christmas wish (kinda)

Christmas is coming soon
I just realized that this afternoon
I cant wait for that day
But right now it seems so far away
All I want for Christmas is to be happy with you
But I know that wish is to far to come true
I still will wait for you in Christmas Eve
But if you dont come I guess I will have to leave
If you could only know what is in my head
But you dont even want to know you turn around instead
All I can do is to watch and wait
Until you realize that I am you soul mate