No longer...

A blade runs through it
as I put up with your shit
you hit me before
and promised baby- I won't hit you anymore

You kissed me goodnight
thinking everything is all right
I wake up in the morning
and you are there screaming

I want to run I want to hide
far away where the sun don't dare to shine
You don't even know how much it hurts
you yell at me and rip my favorite sexy shirts

You get mad at me when I dress nice and sexy
I feel like I am going crazy
I want to yell I want to scream
but deep down I have this crazy dream

I believe that you will change
I believe our lives will rearrange
but then I say to myself am I blind
I must being going out of my mind

I am thinking you will change for the better
no matter what we go through even the stormy weather
you haven't hit me since I ran away
that cold october day

I promised you if you did it again
you would never see me till god knows when
and then I knew I really scared you
this I know because I am no longer black and blue...