Hate dosnt describe the feeling

Hate doesn't describe my feelings for you
you caused torment pain and hurt
when i was so kind to you
you treated me like dirt

in 45 minutes you destroyed me
you screwed up my whole life
so i sit curled up in the corner
with my bloodstained knife

i lay on the ground crying
warm blood sliding down my wrist
thinking of my fear of you
gone, your soul wouldn't be missed

i first meet you when i was 10
i wasn't your friend till your dad died
and mine was really sick
so i sat with you and cried

i really feel in love with you
you said you'd love me forever
well forever must of ended
you didn't love me at all, ever

your a sick twisted b!Ch
you really broke my heart
and i trusted you ahole
right from the bloody start

i wonder if you had it planned
just another day i couldn't wait to see you
we hadn't hanged out in a while
but i had no idea what you were gonna do

the next thing i remember
you climbing all over me
and starting to strip off my cloth
this wasn't how my first times suppose to be

your hand across my mouth
your body smothering mine
silently i say to myself, if i
behave i could be just fine

once you've taken from me what you wanted
you leave as though its a game
now my body's scared and marked
when your the one who's insane

but ahole when you broke my heart
you broke my mates heart to
as they are so close to me
they're coming after you