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I'm not scared to loose you - cause you can't loose someone you never had, but it lingers in my dreams, for it recalls intensely. Yes in a way, I don't want you to be mine - cause I might loose you, and hurt the both of us - cause I know that you deserve more than what's given . It's not that painful that we're not together - cause I know to each one of us, we'll always have each other in our hearts I need you - cause I love you. I try to show you that I care - cause how many times have you noticed? I try giving you the best I can - cause giving you the best, gives me ambitions for whats best for us. I miss you numerous times even in our caught up conversations - cause I know we'd stop talking in occasions. I feel like I'm sole lost - cause I cannot find myself. I can't seek any approaches - cause I need your guidance through murky. Sometimes I cry - cause I realized things would never be the same. I try letting you go - cause I'm holding you back with guilt within me. But I'm holding you back - cause I can't let you go. Things I never thought that matters , should've known did - cause everything little do that you do, would always hurt me. What do you expect, if you're not happy, tell me how will I be able to be? - cause the solely thing that'd mend me is your happiness. Your happiness means everything - cause it doesn't have to mean I'm part of it. I love you...