I feel like everyone is better than me,
I look into the future and there is nothing but misery for me,
I feel like i can't go to hell cause i am already there,
I feel like nobody really cares,
I feel like me putting on an act,
is the reason people are turning there backs,
Well i can't help in if i am miserably inside,
And i have these thoughts about suicide,
I try to act happy so noone will see,
that this just is the real me,
well i just don't care anymore i am going to speak my mind,
and then maybe if i be myself happiness i will find,
so all i have to do is say what i feel,
even if people don't like it happiness i shall feel.
