He never knew my name,
He'll never know I was there,
He never knew my love,
He'll never know how I cared.
I have known him since I was three,
But when I look back I see the nothingness,
When he looks he sees right through me,
My life was nothing but a complete mess.
But now the time has come,
For me to take the blade,
My hearts beating like a drum,
But I know I'm not to be afraid.
I take the blade to my throat,
And on my dress I leave this hand-written note.
I can't believe she thought I didn't care,
I wish I could have taken away the blade,
I wish I could have been there,
I would have told her not to be afraid.
I'd known her since she was three,
and she was always in my heart,
I thought she didn't like me,
But I couldn't stand it when we were apart.
But now my time has come,
I need to be with her,
In my heart she beats like a drum,
I take the gun up to my head and hear my parents last murmur.
Now we are united in the heaven above,
Together as angels forever, united in heaven for love.
