Death was rining her name

She points the gun to her
Head as tears stream down her face.
She\'s never been this close to
Death before as her heart beings to race.

As she recites the last words
Her love had said.
She thinks of more reason
She simply just wants to be dead.

She looked at her self in
The mirror and saw nothing but hate.
She wanted to take her life into
Her own hands this was her fate.

She didn\'t want to let anyone
Down she was suppose to be the best.
But she wrote on a piece of paper.
Everything she had to confess..

The paper had tear marks
All down the sides.
he writes this Im so
Sorry everyone I said I was
Happy I simply lied.

I never ment to hurt anyone
I just need to do was right.
I cant do this to myself
Livin for me is a constant fight.

You never saw the real me
You saw what was fake.
I tried to deal with everything
But there is only so much I could take.

Im sick of being fine one
Week then the next being hell.
I don\'t know if u noticed
But I could surely tell.

I felt like I was doing
This all on my own
With no one to help
Me Im sick of being alone

All the lies and hate
That people brought.
Those are not even the
Worst that I fought.

I always had things on my
Shoulders And I was loosing hope
Ive tried everything but I
Just cant seem to cope.

Cryign everynight is
Something I seemed to do.
And it just reminded me of
Everything ive been through

So then I started planning
On when I wanted to die.
I want you guys to not
Worry about me and don\'t cry.

I made this choice and you
Know I love you all.
But this is it its
Over I took the fall.

So just be happy and
Life your life as if I was still there.
Cause living for me was a constant
Hell and it was just not fair.

So I really hope one day
You guys will know why.
That there are more then
One reason why I wanted to die.

But these are my last words
And that you will getâ?¦
Ill love you all
And Please don\'t 4get..

She puts the note in
Her pocket as she begins to cry.
She points the gun to her head

And you would have never known she wanted to die.
All because her smile could
Hide all her pain.
You would never know what was going
On inside of her she was going insane.

As she layed there on the floor and
You saw her you prolly though what could you have done.
Nothing Is what she would have said Cause
There was no way she could have won