K.I.R.K

There is this guy named kirk i used to date him for two months and in that two months i got to know him more and more

then i realized that i loved him and i told him it and he said it back but now i dont know because we are not together anymore but i wish we were so bad,

he was the center of my world and i was probably the centre of his but now we are sad and dont talk to each other anymore,

but i have a sister that is a year older then me who is in the same grade as my ex-bf kirk,

kirk asks her everyday whats up with danielle and why cant we talk to each other then amber says that she is fine and you dont give her the chance to talk to you anymore like you use too,

well then he says that i still love her because she was my first girlfriend and i will always love her for everything no matter who she is dating next. he also tells my sister that he still wants to talk to me but why wont he start a conversaton when im standing right infront of him and why wont he come and talk to me when im near him?

is he scared of me?
did he only date me to make me feel sorry for him and myslef?
theses are the questions i need answer but who is going to answer them for he probably wont because i bet he hates me and tells my sister thoughs things because thats what she wants to hear from him but why does he keep on asking for me when amber steps into school and the class rooms why is this happening?
are me and kirk meant to be or are we not?
who is going to answer please anyone can answer i just need to answer right away?

im dieing in side because i dont know any of the right answers and i need to know so i can live on with my life?