I was so scared, and yet i was so exited.
maybe because this proved to me that he truly wants me around.
it was a false alarm, and honest mistake, but he said my hand he will always take.
i want him to be there with me every morning when i wake.
this feeling of being wanted overwhelms me.
i may not be pregnant with his baby but he still loves me.
i enjoy this but it's strange,
no one has ever truly wanted me to stay.
on the day i turn 18 our life together hopes to begin.
this scares me, and like before, i am exited.
hopefully all will be right.
may our happiness never stray from the light.
i am afraid, but i am happy.
