Alone by choice

Alone by choice, the girl sits there
thinking "if no one gets close,
no one will get hurt except me"

Even though every night she lays there wanting to be held
the choices in her life make it seem impossible, the things she's done
and the people she used to know
She's holding onto nothing, but still can't let go

The things that have happened to her, the ones she couldn't control
Her body left in a bloody heap crying on the floor

Innocence, Her innocence
easily stolen from her,
Losing the one thing she was proud of...
In a way so messed up

Her body bleeds constantly every single day, She just lets the razor have it's twisted way, Taking the pain just to know she can feel
Just to make sure she's still real..

She sits alone, not for attention
to make sure she can't hurt anyone
because everything she touches
anyone she talks to
... anything that comes in contact with her ends up getting torn apart.