My insufferable emptiness,
Chooses its time to surface,
Dissolve the fantasy I create,
To again awaken the reality,
That slowly kills me from within
Consume the demons once more,
In my efforts to forget this,
No dwellings on the painful past,
But on my habitual tradition,
To erase my unbearable veracity
Fulfil my minds desolation,
But in turn create a body’s brawl,
To swallow the demons malice,
And wallow in another days thwart,
Or expel the filth gnawing within
An overwhelming craving,
To purify the sinful portrayal,
Of lonely pursuit for innocence,
Engorge bulk scorching core,
Smouldering tears trickle silent
Disorientated fragile figure,
Knelt down head heavy now,
Incoherent apparition of beauty,
Though this sickening visualization,
Is not that of striking picturesque
Still reminiscence has silenced,
Again left with unendurable void,
Resonating unplaced suffering,
Compelling aspiration once more,
To neglect my insufferable emptiness.
