You're leaving

You just told me today
That you are going away
Going to Japan for a month!
I'm feelin' like a dunce.

My heart is so hurt
My life is going against the current
How will I handle this?
My feelings are going amiss

My heart is bleeding
My knife is dripping with blood
My tears keep falling
My heart stopped beating

I can't handle it
My soul is not lit
How can you fo?
And make me feel so low?

We talk everyday
The sky seems so gray
The roses are wilting
My whole life is wilting

I'm going to cry
Or might as well die
I need to see you
What must I do?

Just to be with you
I only want you
You're the only one that matters
As the rain goes pitter patter

It's that same rhythm my tears
And the same number of my fears
I'll be all alone
And so much for my phone

I won't be getting your calls
And I'll just be refalling my falls
I will redie my deaths
And die my final death

No one to go to
There won't be a you
Looks aren't i love
It's everything about you that I love

Will i ever find happiness again?
...I continue to use this pen.
Every stroke is a stab
Every word is a blob

I think i'm going insane
i'm tired of this rain
All I can feel is pain
As it keeps beating against my window pane...