I met you in my dream last night as if you really care,
But then i woke to nothingness for you were still not there,
I tried to make myself go back so i could see your face,
but there i stood alone again in this awful place,
In my dream I tried to speak but the words would not come out,
you walked away so casually so now i have no doubt,
The love i had that kept me whole i threw it all away,
The pain I caused inside of you that made you walk away,
The times where everything was great and holding me was right,
But I messed it up once again and lost my faithful sight,
the shame across my face is there and will always stay,
The only love i ever knew i threw it all away...