Alone

Written to my parents after they persuaded me to go back to college after leaving hospital for 5 weeks.

cant you feel it too?
or am i the only one?
the coldness i feel inside
as though my blood wont run

please say im not alone
even though its true
please say you notice me
as i stand there feeling blue

two thousand students
rush around on frees
but as i stand amongst them
theres no one there but me

i lie about the depression
and say im feeling great
but as i step inside those grounds
my soul begins to break

please say you understand
that this is not a phase
please say you understand
why i walk the halls so dazed

if i jumped from the roof
think they would notice me?
or would i be \"the girl that jumped\"
rather than nikki?

\"going backs a great idea\"
i did it all for you
just please, tell me im not alone
cant you feel it too?