I thought hearing you still love me would make everything better,that my heart would be patch but i know now you gotta show it for me to believe it.It so hard to be here when your over there,i know you cant do much but the littles things can make me happy.A simple call is i all i need to show you care,but you don't even do that I never thought this day would come when i say i must leave even if i don't want to.I cant stand trying to keep these tears from falling at night.I try to moving on but there no one like you,no one that made me feel the way you made me felt,i wanna let go,the pain i cant explain it.I trying to be strong but it hurt so much when they say you could be doing me wrong and i cant say anything cause i am not even yours,your free,your single,I cant stop you from doing anything with another,yet i am not yours either,but i get a bad feeling just thinking someone cute because these feeling care too much about you think maybe inside you may have forgot about me and where we could go and wider if i should forget,wounder if i am just a bother,wider if i am just a girl to feel sorry for.I fight these feeling,i cry out these feeling for you.They say let go,say goodbye without you hearing it and move to another.Then i think of the past how they last and repeat it self in my mind.How we came from different world,so different,wounder how can we be,when i think again we can never be.A little voice inside say theres hope but i lost hope.Everyone lost hope around me so why should still have them.Looking around me,seeing people being with each other,how happy they look,not knowing the other is wanting something from other girl,touching other girl,your not even mine,i just can image you doing the same.I been told there no such thing as love,no one ever faithful,i can see it around me,you cant tell me it not true.I Pray for this pain to go away.the memory of you leaving my side repeat over with tears fall down my face.I blame my self for hating you. An area i could care less i hate,the color i once loved,i love with a broken heart.I hold everything till the night where no one can see me,when no one can hear me,i wait till the rain falls over me cause you can see these tears as you mistake them for rain drop.I still believe "he say he care,he say he'll be back,you love him so prove it,don't move on,don't let go,forget them other boy no one can make you feel they way you are with him it only covers the hurt,your hurting him and yourself" While the other side "He's a boy,you really think he thinking about you like you are about him,you think he cares,you really believe what he say to you,look what your past has done to you,do wanna it to repeat.Let go NOW,Tell him Goodbye no matter if he say he still cares for you,he had his chance move on,look at all them others who want you,your hurting no one but yourself by staying,He wont get mad cause your with another he only will get mad cause he cant use your body,your crying for nothing,you waited too long"I just wanna Scream,Leave me alone,i tell the voice,the people around who fill my head with lies,yet while the other side may say true,NO i scream,NO i fight,No NO NO,I hope it not true.Why do you do this To me,I just wanted to LOVE U,which only brought me pain.
