by lovelyCherry Dec 8, 2006
category :
Love, romance /
lost love
I said so many things,i said you were the one,i thought i found you i guess i was wrong,i said you were my joy ride,and you were but i found out this ride don't last long,no ride does,i can go back on again but all I'll find myself is back to disappointment in the end.I have to move on,slowly i am,i found another yet i still have my mind on you,i gotta let you go,i cant live this way,waiting for something that will never come,tears have stop but the heart still aches when i hear your voice or when i get a call,i wanna answer but i know all I'll hear is lies and if its not lies it's thing i don't wanna hear thing i want me to do when you know i don't want to,so what the point of pick up the phone.I stay this long to see if you would change,not to change for me but for you,for you to treat me right and have me but you never did so i gotta let go,babes don't think i am trying to change you,i am not,you are who i fell in love with so why would i wanna change that.The only one who change is me,i change alot for you,it just too bad you could do the same.Thing are different now,its hard to say if I'll ever love another like i did for you,or trust another,you change me alot and made me think different wounder if i should just give up finding that person care for me,too many time i fell.I count down the time till i I'll see you again,wounder if you'll try pull the same game and if i be able to play without you knowing or will my heart get in the way?Or will you realize i am true and become real with me,but a doubt on my mind appears,but i cant say i am waiting,i cant tell you that,all i can do is let it flow,if that day comes we will see if not i let go,I'll keep on walking.After all i been threw this is all i found,in the end it wasn't worth try be your one and only when you never intend for me to be that.You were my joy ride,but i didn't stop to think that this ride wouldn't last long but the best ones you always remember.Will you be one I'll remember?Makes you wounder huh? |