My story.....i am searching for the right,but always fall for the wrong,just when i thought i found him,he let's go till i try something different and it just did worst,i fallen deep,with tears everyday without him knowing,looking like i am fine without him,when truly i cant wait to see him,to get his hugs.He said he still have feeling for me too but for some reason i just don't see why then we cant be together,but we can still act like we are,we touch,we kiss,we hold each other like we go out but really it all seem like you never intend to be with me,just to get some,i cant go on like this i cant keep doing this cause my feeling are growing and my heart and mind grow confuse.I don't wanna hurt myself,i don't wanna do this anymore but i cant help myself to wanna be in your arms,and have all your touches,others say i am not the only one but i cant help to disagree even when inside i know it's true,I want so badly to believe that you feel the same.It's killing me inside every time i walk out the door to see another day to act like his girl when really i am not,as others ask if i am his and sadly i answer no.I was once yours,hard to forget that part,that why it hurt so much cause i knew there was something between us but you had to let go,let go and as you did you drop my heart as i had to watch it shatter into piece once again and had to pick it up all to by self,i just don't understand,if you feel the same how come you doing this to me,how come we cant be together,you say you don't wanna catch strong feeling but by holding me,acting like i am yours,don't that make you have more feeling ,cause it's letting my feeling grow each moment i spend with you.I always thought i would be with you,alway thought you would be mine,even if i am the only one you messing,it still don't feel whole,don't feel you all mine,you told me once if a girl meant something to you you would ask her to be your other than that you just mess,but i don't wanna be another girl in your life to play with,that not what i want,you taking advantage of me and my feelings.I cant take one more days of you play with my heart.
