I am here thinking were i just came from and what we were doing,and as i was on my way back i thought about everything,i thought about you,i always do,and what we went thought to get here and wounder if it was all worth it.Every time i look into your eyes trying to figure could you be for real? But i always remember that i am not your,i cant do anything,as much i wanted to be with you,you never came,so i made my decision i am letting you go,it not going to be easy,i am tired of just playing and watching others grow and moving to something better,and i am the only one here still in the same place,with hurt,pain,tears rolling down my face,i cant make you love me,i cant make you be with me and you cant make me do thing you want me to do.I waited to long for nothing,i cried for nothing,and i am leaving nothing behind. Other waited for me and i hurt them to be with you.But after today, Me being wit you,i am waiting for you for nothing,i am giving up,i am letting go,i am saying goodbye to the love we could of have,i know you and me can never happen now,kissing you,holding me,and all the hugs i throw always all I'll keeping is are friendship.My decision is made now,your free to do want you want now and not worry if I'll get mad,find a girl who give you what you want,mess with all those girls you say are friends,and I'll find myself another who wont bother to get in my pant but try to get in my heart. I fallen again,something i was afraid to do with you and you prove me right,that this would happen.Everything you say and everything you do i am letting it go,i am forgetting and replacing it with my future with another.You said this was yours but you never made it for sure,so reality it was never yours,you might of made me say things you want it me to say but i never say it was true.But don't worry about me,i am just sorry i ever fall for you,don't help me i can pick myself up,i done it before without you,i can do it again.I just wanna let you know i fallen for you but i also fallen love for you,i care for you and i still do and always but not in the same way,it funny how i put myself down for you so much when everyone told me you weren't worth it. I stuck up for you,i stay as longs as i could thinking you would change when i was the one changing for you.A lesson i must learn,never wait for something that wasn't waiting for you.It was so hard to leave you alone but now that i know what you always wanted it's easy to say goodbye to someone who wants to give me something i don't need.Cant lie and say it doesn't hurt but reminding myself want you want will be easier letting you go.i say goodbye and good luck in finding someone who care for you as much as i did.
