Lost in Confusion

I'm daydreaming of her,
as im sitting here in class.
I tried to do my work,
just so the time will pass.

I miss her beautiful eyes,
the gateway to her soul.
I'm lost in this enigma,
no longer am I whole.

I have so many memories,
and just as many scars.
I miss holding her in my arms,
staring endlessly into the stars.

Now I'm sitting all alone,
inside I feel so cold.
She is the reason I'm alive,
on life I have lost my hold.

She will never be mine,
I want to end my life.
My dreams keep me alive,
in my had I still grasp a knife.