I rather run then face the pain and doing something i would regret later.Something deep is hurting so much i left it there so long i don't even know where the pain came anymore,I just rather not remember,I'll just cry and then put a smile later and move on,but it does not mean i am heal.But i always come back with tears on my face.But sometime i remember what did hurt me in the past,i only justing push it way and wipe those tears away and pretending i don't feel this way and replacing it with a lie than facing it.It my little secret and i keep it locket inside.It easier this way. Sometime i think of letting go and so there be no future pains for me,but this is why i don't face the pain so i run.
