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by Brianna Dec 9, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
You look my way, But your eyes bore through. Why don't you see me? I'm invisible to you. I call your name, But you don't hear a sound. In anguish and helplessness, I fall to the ground. You don't notice As I lie broken on the floor. I'm not even there, You don't see me anymore. I scream for you again, But nothing comes out. You continue what you're doing, Not hearing me shout. I try to get up, But my legs are too weak. I need your help, But I can't speak. My heart cries out; There's nothing I can do. My very worst fear, Has seemed to come true. I reach for your hand, Trying to hold my anger within. I grasp it tight, But you don't feel my skin. I silently beg you To feel the touch of my skin. But just as I expected, Nothing would happen. I let go, it's no use, I might as well not even try. I scream out again, Tears falling as I cry. I drag myself away, Far across the room. Wishing with all my heart That I would die soon. I reach for the knife That lies on the floor. With a body-wracking sobs, I look up at you once more. I place the blade at my wrist, Roughly cutting my skin. I watch until I see a puddle Of blood rushing from within. Tears fall as I look up at you, Grasping the bloody knife, Then I say "I love you," Before I take my life. I lie lifeless on the floor, Blood still dripping and my lips blue. But you walk right past... I'm still invisible to you.