Im sorry for not telling you sooner,
If only you knew how much I wanted to tell you.
I was protecting you from the truth,
But in your eyes it was wrong to do.
I wasnt sure how you would react,
Afraid that maybe I would loose you.
You mean everything to me though,
No one has ever stayed with me like you.
I would quit the drugs if I didnt need them,
But truth is, they help me survive in this cruel world.
They make me happier, I thought that was what you wanted?
But I guess not, cause you don�t agree with my choice.
I dont see why its such a big deal,
If you want to leave me, you can.
I would rely wish for you to stay,
I need you more than you know!
