Tears of blood

I cant cry anymore
I have cried all my tears away
there are none left
all that is there is the pain
New tears form as the fall down my leg
No more tears from my eyes
Those only come when I dance in the rain
The tears I have now come out of my veins
Running from my head with the pain
They tears flow because the feeling I cant tame
Never want to go away
I tried to forget
Tried to lock them out
Tried to get rid of them but all bit by bit came back
Causing my mind to twist
No words from my lips
They are all in my head
Then more tears of blood fall down my arms
I can hear the sirens go off like an alarm
The tears I have shed have cause so much dread
These tears of blood cause my tub to flood
As I let them all drain away
These tears fall down my hands and legs
Hoping that one day there will be a change
Knowing that it is all a lie and nothing
Will ever change until I die