My secrets

I have many secrets
most i don't want to tell
but i must i guess
so please listen very well

I like a guy
He don't know it
He passes by
I don't show it

My life is far from great
i feel its falling apart
Oh its way to much to take.
its tearing me up inside

I miss him being around
oh the love we used to share
I used to sit on his lap
just me daddy and my teddy bear

I'm scared i might lose them
they all are drifting apart
i cant imagine not getting to see them
its tearing me apart

all these things stayed bottled up
so long i just cant take it
they tear me apart all day long
I'm afraid i might not make it

I hope you listened
for this was not easy to tell
all this was hurting me
it was something i didn't want to tell

i hated to think about it alone
so maybe now we can share
the pain and agony of it eating inside me
it was all too much to bear!