Threw it all away

Walking through the tall grass as the sun sets
The look in his eyes tells me he loves me
The way he shyly squeezes my hand
The smile that forms at the corner of his mouth
The things I see make it harder and harder to do this

(Please, don't hate me for this...)

I stop, look into those eyes
I can see straight down to his heart
See that my name is written all over it
As I whisper "...we need to talk..."
The sparkle leaves his eyes
He lets go of my hand
The smile vanishes off his face

I had to let him go
He was better than me
And I did not deserve his love

(I threw it all away)