I am cold and hot
When I think of you, of us
My heart stopped that night
I couldn't breathe
Confusion stirred
Turmoil deadened my senses
I swallowed hard realizing the situation
What can be done?
I wish I didn't know
Passion, desire, tasting
Touching, needing, feeling, betrayal
Why did fate let this happen to me?
How can I face him?
My life has taken a turn
Looking ahead
It will be new, different
The way is now unclear
Which way should I go?
Should I protect the life that is to come?
My feelings are unresolved
As I put down the letter
Tears of sorrow roll down my face
I touch the place where life stirs
And my heart breaks
