Giving It Away.

It's all a bit ambiguous now,
the alcohol keeps my head from thinking,
before the words have left my mouth.
and I'll speak a little louder to,
to draw some attention to the situation.
because apparently I'm above myself,
according to you and everyone else,
but i just won't move until i know,
there's somewhere else for me to go.
and there's nothing wrong in that.
for every time you tell me I'm wrong,
there's another person who'll come along,
to laugh at every word you say.
and you'll feel redundant in every way,
because I'm having the time of my life.
i hope this was what you wanted,
seen as I'm not willing to change,
these are things that make me proud,
and they're gonna stay this way.
so you can sit and you can stare,
thinking of all the little times where,
we were together with grins on our faces,
in all those particular, familiar places.
when we knew each other was all we needed,
and we'd be sure to make it through,
but right know all i know is I'm happy,
and that's with or without you.