As I�m walking by myself i see couples as I go by,
They smile and kiss each other whilst I reminisce and cry,
I know that I should have never let go of your hand,
But you only blame me, and you don�t understand,
That the choice was not made on the intention of not loving you,
The stress got to me and I was always yelling and I didn�t want to hurt you.
I left you to keep you away from the stray words and curses,
And the outcome of this is me now writing you these versus.
You don�t understand how much you mean to me,
After all the times we were there for each other and the loyalty.
You blame me for leaving, but I blame you for deceiving,
You gave up as if it meant nothing to you,
And still I sit and here and wonder if that�s true.
You gave it a few days and then met a slapper,
I can�t believe they made me let you go to Aiya Napa,
After all he would never hurt me is what I thought,
But on the second day her sex moves were taught.
And you say that I was on your mind,
Yet my number you could never find.
I rang you the minute you landed; to say sorry, and I was so happy
But it wasn�t just the one girl you wanted to tell me,
You spoke of 6, as if it was a joke,
But I was so heartbroken I just choked.
The love in your voice was gone, and all I could hear were words of hate,
The first day you met someone, and sex after the first date.
And yet I still forgive and want you to come back to me,
And looking back on this I don�t see,
How you can make me feel so much pain,
You�re not the only one hurting, and my heart you did destroy
And I still can�t believe that this is all over one boy,
The boy I love.
The boy I trusted more than anyone,
We spoke of history and secrets and I have kept everyone.
You disappeared off to college one day,
But never rang when you came back, as you were with faye.
Yes I knew, everyone told me of her and you,
But I didn�t get involved I left you two.
And then one day we bump into each other and go chat,
We talk and then the drink hits you just like that,
You yell saying how much I hurt you, put you through hell,
You notice suddenly that I�m in tears and try to make me smile,
And invite me back after a while.
We lay next to each other, and I tell you I�m sorry and that I love you,
And you reply before kissing me, I love you too.
I lay with my head on your chest, while you stroke my back,
I thought that it couldn�t get any better; I say to you I love you again once more,
And you turn to me�� and say��. well what you dump me for.
