Itâ??s funny how I wake up
And start to cry
And feel so depressed
And not even know the reason why
Maybe itâ??s because I donâ??t have anyone to love
Or anyone to love me
Maybe because I donâ??t deserve anyone or anything
Maybe because faith doesnâ??t want me to get hurt
And is only looking for the best for me
Maybe itâ??s because itâ??s karma, because
I probably hurt someone before, and now all I get
Is hurt
And sometimes I wonder if I will ever get married
Maybe I wonâ??t, maybe I will
Maybe I will but not with anyone I love
It sucks. I see all my friends with a love
And I look at myself in the mirror
And wonder whatâ??s wrong with me.
And sometimes I just want to disappear
But then again I realize
If I disappear then no one will see me or like me.
Iâ??m confused.
Sometimes I think
That
Iâ??m insane.
