Bang Bang

If I never see you,
Its because I'm not really there.
If I never see you,
Its because I really don't care.
Not about you. Or about him.
Because what I did,
was a really big sin.

I knew it was wrong,
But I really wanted to win,
How could I not do whats right,
with that gun to my head agin.

He told me false things.
So I could believe a lie.
I believed him because
I didn't want to die.

I said that he was
the one i trusted
even though he
went to her an lusted.

I was fed up with
all of that even though
I guess I didn't care.
I went to her and ripped
out her hair..

I spit and laughed in
her disgusting face,
put a knife to her throat
and all down her neck I did trace.

I let her know I wasn't playin
and I wanted to get her back,
that she nothing in my eyes
because she played with
my guys sack.

B itch you better run
because i've the 2by4
when i'm done you'll
be screaming no more.

My boyfriend comes to the
rescue to save your scrawny
ass, the 47 to my head
i turn the gun around and Blast!

I watch in horror
as he falls
I pray that
he survives it all.