Is it hard to apologize?

Was it that hard to apologize?
was it that hard to say i am sorry?
i thought our friendship like a paradise
i was always talking about it with a glory

you always hurt my feelings yet i search for excuses
your actions almost killed my heart similar to diseases
you always make fun of me yet i say you are my friend
but if you did not see it now i think we should let it end

although i know that you won't sympathize
because once you read this you will be in a fury
but please answer this
was it that hard to apologize?
was it that hard to say i am sorry?

(one day he will read this poem, i just hope he will understand what i want to say)