My biggest secret to you

I dream of the day i met you
and the way you smelled
your cologne was so addicting
i didn't wanna tell

i didn't wanna tell people that i was in love
because i knew they'd never understand
they'd take it the wrong way
and tell me second hand

I'm so scared to tell you
that I'm deeply in love with you
because I'm scared of what you'll do
and how you'll react

i didn't want you to go away
i want you to stay
i don't want you to act different
and change your ways

i need you in my life
as a friend or maybe more
either way i still need you
don't close that door

when i dont talk to you i feel so empty
and don't know what to do
because every guy that's there
isn't anything like you

my biggest secret toward you
is what I'm afraid to reveal
i want to tell you
but I'm scared of what might happen

will you leave?
or will you not even care
but the thing is
i think u actually do when I'm there

help me, give me a clue
or just tell me out of the blue
whisper it into my ear
or tell me out loud
just tell me one way or another
so i can stop hiding in this cloud