I have cry buckets of tears
Since that day you went away
You hurt me ways and I will never explain
Never knew of such a pain
I lost all of me, pride, joy, hope, dreams and yes my soul
I wonder the desserts of Mar not even the same planet you are on
Lost in ways I do not know, just that since that day
One has touch me in anyway
You think I have seen some beauty since then
I may have but I was not even in
I run away after I pray
My demons play destroy him destroy him from with in
That take proud to say they took everything away
The only joy I have is lock myself away
A hope and praying they will go away
2848 days since them, I begged him to end me
It is not sex I crave, it holding another from with in
Some people would said why not walk away?
But how can I leave my dreams
Now I go to hell everyday
The pain of lost is just so great
I will never know
Of a love so cold
After eight years ago
It can still heat my soul
I still love her so
