Done with the hurt

I'm hurting deeply from the punches and the bruises you battered my heart, beat me down mentally until my emotions were a bloody pulp, I slipped away now you wanna change your ways when its too late, all the apologies in the world cant make up for my heartache, you made me scared of love I'm mad scared of a relationship so if it comes around it gets faced with rejection, and I'm faced with the contemplated thoughts about life without you has been lost, were not meant to be God has other plans for us and its not what you want, its destroyed pieces scattered many cant be found,my dreams never meant shit to you my heart didn't either so best i strayed and we went separate ways, I gotta refined myself discover who I am see we started with lies but it'll end with the truth, I wanna be alone, by myself do me be comfortable in my own skin not Dr.jeckle and Mr.Hyde... BYE