Will I crumble or Be Saved

Leave me breathless
Leave me broken
Leave my heart..
But i have no heart..
You took it..
Leave me here falling and crumbling..
As I fall I make I cry for help..
Can anyone hear me?
Why must people be so clueless
Couldn't they see me broken in my eyes?
Couldn't they see me frown the deepest frown i could?
I'm falling fast..
I'm crumbling again..
Could I be worse as I was?
Such long ago..
Would I be worse and take my own life?
As I almost did?
Would I cut?
Like I almost did long ago?

Would I stay with my dearest friend?
Is she really trying to ditch me?
Will she continue to hurt me?
Will she stay as my best friend?
Will I make better friends?
Am I a nobody?
Am i nobody as my reputation?
Will every know me as her friend and not as Jazzy?

Will I get over my love and find someone better?
Will I stay and love him?
Will I brake down each time I look at the rings he gave me?
Would I brake down with seeing him with another woman?
Would he see me crumble if he could?

Look at me inside, What do you think you will see?
I dying again..
Waiting..
Waiting to be bring back to life by my knight and shining armor

Will I crumble or be saved...