Lyrics and Poems

Im lost in words, love cant be found
Lyrics and poems and Im around
I cant decide what is right, or what to do
Because I know what we have been through
I secretly want more, I think you know
But I dont know when the feelings will show
If I went away, or told you those we my plans
Would you try and run, or hold my hands
And ask why I have to go, why cant I stay
I wouldnt tell you anything dear
For I love you and that is fear
For I remember when we werent friends
When your love couldnt make amends
I sat and wait that time, and you came back to me
If I lost you again, it would be my fault, I would flee
Maybe that is whats best If you dont have the feeling
Im so used to facing life by running and retreating
You will always live on in my mind
Even though I am leaving you behind.