I wanted you

I did want you,
'till you used me.
i thought we had something,
but look what youve done,
done to me and school.

you lead me on,
made me feel so spaecial,
but know look where youve left me!

im wounded,
done,
ready to die!

i trusted you,
when i wouldnt trust anyone else.
but that trust is broken know!

i chose you and-
only you!
i chose you over-
over evey other guy!

you were special to me,
and you still are,
but not in that one really specail way...
anymore but i still think,
think of you that way!

i just wish,
wish that you didnt do that!
why did you?
when my mom said yes and
liked you for me...

i didnt think you would do this.
i didnt think you would pull,
pull a timmy move,
but i guess i was wronge...

if you think not,
then proove it to me!
make things up,
and make things right!

i hope you do,
no wait!
i wish you would!

but tell me the truth for once,
straight up,
no twists,
no turns!

please!