I hate not knowing what's going on in my head.
I hate the fact that as hard as I try I can't seem to understand my hearts true feelings.
Rationalizing the situation is out of the question, being that I've tried many times before.
Is this feeling just a mere passing or is it something rare that only comes around once?
Do I hold on to it and never let it go despite the consequences?
See, that's the problem; I don't know.
It doesn't make any sense; I can't reason or make justification for it.
As hard as I try to push it away it won't budge.
It's just there, and never ceases to drive me utterly and completely insane.
