Can`t you?

Can`t you see these tears,
Running down my eyes?
Or am I wearing,
Some kind of disguise?
Can`t you see the smiles,
All turned themselves around?
Nothing is left,
All is going down.
Can`t you see I`m fading,
Fading away,
My life is ending,
Day after day.
Can`t you see my heart,
It beats a little faster,
But whenever you`re gone,
Everything`s a disaster.
Can`t you see these scars,
They caused so much pain,
I have no more hope,
No more to gain.
Can`t you see the memories,
All washed away.
And an empty space,
Is all that stayed.