You cheated now im dead

You just left my house
and i watched you walk away
you ripped out my heart
and i dont know what to say

you said you loved me
and you'd be lost without me
yet last night you cheated
and you still want us to be

your lips touched hers
because we had one fight
you say because you missed me
as you flirted all night

i sat in a dark corner alone
crying my heart out
and i didn't even know
i just felt a strong doubt

today you told me the truth
you couldn't deal with guilt
and i just sat and cried
from the broken trust we built

i sat in a world of fantasy
waiting for it to all go away
in disbelief and total shock
hearing the words you couldn't say

i found it in my heart to forgive
i just couldn't let you go
the pain i felt pushed under
in a place so deep and low

your the peace maker of my pain
but the soul reason for my tears
yet i found comfort in your arms
as you told me my worst fears

i'm so broken and battered inside
from trust and abuse in the past
i longed for a change a break
but the smile can never last

now im sitting in a silent room
im alone and the world is dark
waiting for the demons to fill me
take my body and leave a plaque

i'm a dead girl walking
drowning in my own pain
wondering a lost universe
and my heart no longer remains