I miss your smile, I miss your laugh, I miss your thinkings about life. I miss your compliments, I miss your friendship, I miss everything about you. It sucks to not be able to come up to you and for you to be excited that im there and give me a great big hug. Thats what it used to be like, I miss that so much. Now its like you dont even notice im there, all I want to know is why? What did I do to deserve this? Or is it just that you�re pushing me away like all those other times if it is then congratulations this time you have pulled it off. I wish you wouldnt though because it hurts so much. I miss the way how I could just look at you and smile even when I was having a meltdown. Now all I do when I see you is cry and think about what used to be. I thought you said our friendship was going to be everlasting, I thought friends were supposed to stick together, no matter what. I thought we were best friends. I really didn�t want to be wrong about this but I guess I was. I thought we were going to get wasted together. I thought we made a pact. I was so excited to do that with you, because with you I felt safe. All I feel now when youre around is that I wish we were friends, just like the old days. I miss that feeling, us being friends. You always knew how to have a good time, how to make me smile, how to brighten my day. I wish that still happened but it doesnt, not ever. I remember the days where wed talk through comments on each others sites telling each other how important our friendships were. But now im lucky to even receive a hello from you. I really wish it wasnt true but I believe that this really is goodbye, end of friendship. Hope you enjoyed it while it lasted. I know I did, now let me cry to sleep while my dreams are filled with memories we made. Those good times, all they do now is make me cry of what used to be. We used to be friends, ill miss you and like I promised ill never forget you, not ever.
