Why do you say the things you say?
Why have you all of a sudden changed?
The things you say,
hurt me in so many ways.
I have been the one that has been there,
when everyone shut the door.
Yes, it was me that wiped you tears,
and held you in my arms
and said everything was gonna be ok.
I opened my heart and soul to you,
and told you everything.
Never did I tell you a lie,
or kept anything from you.
But, you never opened up to me,
you never told me your feelings.
So I just sat there not know what to say,
or what to do.
Remember all or the amazing memories.
When we laughed, smiled,
and had a wonderful time.
Remember the time driving
down the road together,
singing to each other,
with a smile on our face.
Remember laying under the stars,
on that warm summers night.
In the beginning of it all,
just you and me.
But Corey, I can't keep playing
these childish games.
It is abuse and I can't take it anymore.
You are always testing me,
and every time I pass the tests.
After a couple time,
don't you think you would learn.
You need to learn to trust,
and forget the past.
You have to stop controlling me,
and telling me what I can and can't do.
Who I can and can't talk to.
Why do you always get mad
at the smallest things,
and make it into something big?
But I was the one,
who it was always taken out on.
I just can't do it anymore,
and I can't put myself back in those shoes.
You always put me last,
when I always put you first.
Your life seemed to revolve around Alstead,
and the stuff that use to happen down there.
And I was the girlfriend on the side.
But now it might be too late,
I am tired of the tests and headgames.
It has really pushed me away because,
you never know when to stop.
I have asked you many times,
but you don't.
But now I have to put my foot down,
and stop it all.
You blame it on me, when it was you
that pushed me away.
You chose the Army to
change your life around,
but you have yet to show me the changed Corey.
If you were to ask me what Corey I want,
I would have to say the Corey I first,
the one that always called me
Beautiful.
The one who held me in his arms,
and never let go.
But now when you call,
you have nothing nice to say.
By all means, yes,
do wanna see that changed Corey.
"Never forget times we have had together,
memories are unforgettable,
and love is forever"
"When you look back on time we had
I hope you smile.
And know that through the good and through the bad
I was on your side,
when nobody could hold us down.
We claimed the brightest star.
And we, we came so far"
--Please comment and vote, I will do the same for you Thanks... I wrote this poem to my ex-boyfriend who joined the army to change his life around, but I still get treated like crap. I still love him with all my heart and miss him more than anything. I just wish he realized what he lost in his life, and I still cant move on.--
